I CANT

Just hearing about you
My heart stirred
My curiosity
Turned into disappointment each time

I ran away now hearing your name
Not because of hatred
Just I'm not brave enough
To deal with those pain anymore

I can't stop crying
Means I'm not over you yet
I'm not moving on
means I'm still loving you
I want to say that my days passed by
Without memories of you
but.. I can't

I sit at the table where we used to laugh
I walk the road where we used to walk together
The memories of us
Sculpted in my heart

I told myself to not do it anymore
I'm not strong enough
To deal with pain you left me with

I can't stop crying
Means I'm not over you yet
I'm not moving on
means I'm still loving you
I want to say that my days passed by
Without memories of you
but.. I can't

I can't forget you still
I love you still
Time heals everything
I used to believe in that
but it's not working for me

I can't stop crying
Means I'm not over you yet
I'm not moving on
means I'm still loving you
I want to say that my days passed by
Without memories of you
but.. I can't