NEW SEMESTER NEW SPIRITS

Hi Hey Hello :)

It's been quite some time since I left this blog untouched..
ngee~
I've been very busy with the orientation schedule..
I don't even have time to eat..huhu~

I've been allocated to my new block and practicum..
So, practically I have new roomates and new classmates.
This year, I choosed to keep on going with my last year modul,
which is modul 1 where the core subject is ;
Mathematics, chemistry, biology and physics.

Some people may say I'm crazy as I'm not good enough in
physic actually but I dare to take both Bio & Physic
I only get B+ for my Physic last sem..
But I don't care..
I'm here to learn
That's the purpose of learning, right?
Trying harder and harder is what I want to do now.
If I don't challenge myself then who will?

All this while I keep think and thinking
And I came up with this decision.
I might regret it, but again..It's my choice.

LCCT

Hey, hi , :)

Hampir 2 bulan aku x hirup udara semenanjung neh..ahahaha..
Sampai sudah aku di LCCT..
One hour more to go before my bus to epoh departing..hehehehe..
*dan lagi uh nak update blog
~maklumlah nt da blek KMPP x ley la nak update bagai ni haaahh~

Kat cni byk lalat la
TEnSIoNNNN akuwww
Tadi kat tempat mkn ade la sorang mamat dari Iraq ni haahh..
Die nak amek tray letak mknn
Aku pown na amek gak..
Sekali 2 tray yang aku amek tu ade cam pecah sket kan
mamat Iraq tu cakap kat aku
"You cannot take this one..It's broken.Take another one(2x)"
Oheee..thank you la sbb gtaw yerk~
Ekcelli la kan aku x la kesah sgt sal tray tu bkn aku nk mkn dlm tu pown
Tapi itu menunjukkan keprihatinan die terhadap keadaan sekeliling die
So again,
Thanks pakcik yerk~

Tadi dlm flight plak yang duk kat sebelah aku
die keje Doktor gituwww
Specialist kat KL
Dulu die study kat UNIMAS
*die siap tunjuk student id kat aku...ceeh..
Die adela kasi semangat sket kat aku
sebab aku pon nk masuk UNIMAS gak..kalo ade rezeki la
Die adela cte sket2 pasal UNIMAs ni cmne kan..
So aku tawla sket2..
Die wish aku gudluck next year
Suh aku blaja elok2..
Oheee...thanx yaww..
X sangka kebetulan doktor duk sbelah aku
*bangga kejap hohoho

okie dokie lawh
I chioww luw..

p/s: tonight I'll be damn busy coz mugkin sampei epo kuy 9mlm (lebey kurang la..) and pastu na kemas brg g penang lak esok..heeee...

I'm coming home~

I'm coming home, I'm coming home~
Tell the world I'm coming home~
CHEEWAAH..hehe

Okeh.
Pejam celik pejam celik rupenye da hampir 2 bulan
aku bermastautin kat bumi kenyalang ni haah...
So, it's time for me to go lah..
Haa..go where ek??
I'm coming to my mom's home la..
Mak aku ni haah da xcited gle konon ak nk blek uma die laa~

23.05.2011
Tarikh keramat uh..
Ak akan berangkat ke Penang yeahh..
Menyambung pengajian ak yang belum tamat
*ecece..asal skema sgt ni?
KMPP..I'm coming to youuuuu..

So nk dijadikan citer lah..
since arini ari last aku kat cni
*eleh..cam x ley dtg lg aku ni..heh
Daddy aku pon wat ayat sedey la konon ank die da nk blek
"Nanti bila kmu da xde nanti..sape la nk jaga daddy ni.
Ble kamu ade terjaga la sket daddy ni"
Alolo daddy~
Walhal 7taon ni die duk sorang xsape jge ak tgk elok je..hee

Cian kat daddy..
Nt ak da xde, sunyi la daddy aku ni haaa..
Die siap beli PS2 lagi nak men kononnye nt aku xde die sunyi..
Haa..suke daddy lah yerk.
Men la puas2..
Die siap pesan ag kat aku:
"Nt cuti sem blek sini taw.Daddy belikan tiket eh.."

Ok la daddy
Whatever you said lorh~
Aku belk mane2 pon aku xkesaaahhh
Janji! Ditanggung bereh ye kos pergi dan balek..haha

Esok nk nek flight
So arini pown aku kemas la barang2 yang ane patot
*kargo tu 20kg jer..aku ase da lbey 20kg da brg aku 2 hah...hurm..
Pas2 petang td siap g salon ag
wawawawa
Ter'manage' la sket rambot aku yg huru hara ni haaah..
Kemas sket la mak aku tgk esok
hm~

Aku duk uma mk x lme 1mlm jerk..
Esok pg 2 tros blah penang~
hee..cukupla 2 mak..
Nk tenung ape lame2 ye dak??
haha..

Okeh.
Time to chiooowww...
Esok kene bgk tito awaiiii..hee~

p/s: nt kalo aku da menjejak bumi KMPP 2 nt..alamak bersawang lah blog aku ni x berusik..susah nk update kat sana..

..::sometimes::..

Hey :)

..tonight..I'm kind of emotional a bit..

You know..as I'm getting old and older
I tend to think quite a lot
what is right for me..
consequences of my every action..
When anything bad happen..you felt like you want to blame the whole world for it right?
If you didn't.. I did.

I grew up learning life is not some kind of tales nor some kind of drama we watch everyday
It's reality
Life is a reality
Where I'm responsible for my own life; not you nor other people
It's just..me.

And.. in this complicated little world.. all I want is just to live my life well
But as time passed by.. things didn't go the way I want it to
I'm watching a betrayal
But.. I can't say anything about it
Coward.Yes I am.
It's not that I'm afraid it will hurt other people
But
I'm afraid it will hurt me.
I like to play safe

Playing safe doesn't save me at all..actually.
It disturbs me more.
Sometimes..I wish that I'm much better than that
But..what can I do?
It just me..

So.. to you guys..
If you want to start lying..
because your fear of getting hurt
DOn'T.
If you afraid to get hurt
remember
the person you lied to..hurts more.

Same goes with love
If you love someone
say it.
The love may come ; and might leave also
but at least..
You regret less.

"Do something that you might regret than regretting not doing it at all"

If you've done something wrong
then get back on track
and say you're sorry
so that you can forgive and forgets..
don't live blaming yourself
till the end.

If you're angry
then scream it out
so you can let it go
and move on with a big smile on your face

If you are gritting your teeth and holding your tears
then burst it out
so that you can wash away
the sadness you feel and move on with a better view on life.

" There's always sunshine behind the rain "

Jump like you can touch the skies
and live your life the fullest

Because as I said earlier ;

we are the one responsible for our own lives.

??

Tick tock tick tock
The clock is ticking
Time is running out
For me in choosing

Left or right?
Everything is not right
You or you
Or neither you

Dup dap dup dap
My heart is pumping
Faster and faster
The ribs can't stand any longer

I'm standing in between
Failed in choosing
What went wrong or what even right
Blurring at my sight

Confuse in action
Drowning in passion
Either or, neither nor
The heart doesn't know.

WHO COMES FIRST?

Hey readers :)

Recently, I've been hanging around wif my daddy a lot
We went shopping, eating, watching movies..
enjoying life together..and
Stuffs that we haven't for years.

That's when I realize this.

My dad;
Instead of buying himself new jacket that only cost 100++
He bought me a handbag cost 200++

Instead of searching a new shirt for him
He search new blouses for me

Instead of watching movies that he like
He preferred movies that I like

My dad.. He put me first.
Whatever he does..
He let me comes first..
That day, when I ask him why you didn't buy the jacket and bought me this bag instead?
He answered :
I got a lot of jacket back home..
And he said..
my daughter must look pretty with this bag

Thanks dad.. :)

Think about it..

Whenever you go out with your parents:

When buying clothes;

Your mom will pick for you first before she pick hers

When going eat;

They will bring you to the place you want to eat instead of what they want to eat

When we were little kid..
They put us to sleep before they went to sleep

They always put us, children first.

But then..

How many times that have we put them first?
Have we ever think about it?

The question is;
Who comes first when we open our eyes?
Who is the first person we want to give present to, for our first salary?
Who comes first when we went to the mall looking for new blouses and shirts?
Who comes first when we sits in front of variety of meals?

Just..close your eyes for a while..
Who do you see first?

FAST 5

I watched this last week at the spring
We planned to watch thor actually but we arrived a bit late
So.. we decided to watch Fast 5 instead
I watched this fast & furious since the first one
I am a big fan for this f&f..
But among all of f & f sequel?
this one is the best!
Gempak bebbbb!!

It gathers all of f & f actors since the first one
I think it is a great idea
Looks like it is the last one
Have you guys watched it yet?
If you didn't
Rugi ooooooooooo
Seriously

For this movie
I give 10 points out of 10!
FAST FIVE IS THE BEST!!

WHAT?!NO PIPEs??!

Hey readers :)

Last week I went to the SPRING for the first time
wif my daddy..ngehngeh~
We went shopping and watched movies also..hekhek

I drank to much water I guess that as soon as we arrived
I went to go to the toilet
As I said earlier
It was my first time
So I didn't know much..

Luckily!
I looked around first before
I done my job
And!
Something was missing
Know what?
It doesn't have pipes
WHAT t.h??!

I need to wipe it with tissues instead of cleaning it with water
hm..
Don't even think about it..
I almost cried..

p/s : yesterday I went to the boulevard..
And you know what?
No pipes also!!
O.M.jayyyyyyyy
Luckily I brought baby wipes with me..ahakz.

UPDATED

I've been away for a week
I missed my blog and FB so damn muchhh~
There's a lot to be update~huhu
There's a lot of new post on the blogs I follow
(I actually read it one by one you know~I'm not just following)
I can see everyone posted about their mom
(since its mother's day LOL)
It's just me who didn't do sooo
(As I went away for a week..hee)
I just arrived last night at my daddy's house
So tired~
=.="
Anyway..I'll take time to read all the post updated by you guys
chiowwwww

GOODBYE :)

Tell myself to not crossed the border
I was reminded over and over
Tell myself to get it over
As you only loves her.

My time is almost up
And it seems like I can't keep up
The best thing is to just give up
So that other problems won't rise up

You smiled as I walked away
It would be better this way
Felling empty as I turned away
As my heart already been given away

In front of me now he stand
I don't plan to run again
Strongly I grabbed the hand
The one for me God has sent

Nothing more I wished
Nothing more to be greed

Loving you makes me know
How precious the one we love for
To make you happy is all I wishes for
Goodbye my love forever more..

~PENING~

Adoyai..pg pg lg da pening ni hah............=.="
Bkn pasal ape
Cam biasa lah........
Pg pg pk na msk pe utk daddy ak satg die balek..
hm..
Biaselah ank dara duk bwh ketiak mk die je selama ni
Mk die je yg msk
X pena pena nk tnye cmne msk 2 cmne msk ni kannnnn...
Pastu ble duk ngan daddy die yg bz sgt2 ni haaaa...
Kenala msk sndiri kalo mau mkn
Huhux~

Try surf internet nk cri resepi
Lg sedey T.T
Ak nk msk simple2 je bkn nk gempak2
Nk mkn bg perot ni kenyang haa sudahlah

Resepi pertama ak jumpe
'Daging masak itam'
Mcm sedap je bunyi nyerk..skali tgk..
Hurm.........
ade bhn die ak x kenal pown
( HARU SUNGGUH )
N mcm2 daging la aku jumpe kan
( since daging je yunk ade dlm peti ais daddy ak tuh )
Bhn2 lak xde
Daddy daddy... Bhn segera die lg byk dari bhn mentah die
KICAP MANIS POWN XDER???
Sedey tol la ak...
Cmni la owg idup bujang...
Adoyai..pening kepala otak aku

Arini chef x bertauliah ni nk cube msk daging masak merah
HAHA
tp since pewarna merah antara bhnnye itu xde kat uma daddy ak ni
Daging 2 xjd warna merah la kan??
Abeh 2 kene tuka name la ni...
Daging masak coklat.
haha
Mengarut suda~

p/s : moga moga jadik la daging aku neh~lgpon ni mknn faveret my lalinx, awwww ^_^

My Lalinx :)

Hey Guys

This short entry special for my Lalinx
Hihik



Ni la my lalinx
Mr. Ijat Like Art

He's the one who dodoi dodoi me when I can't sleep
He's the one who Listen to my Bebel bebel
He's the one who makes my heart tingles
And he also makes me go Crazy sometimesssss
He makes My heart burning a lot!! Ergh
( but still.. I sayang u )
huhux~

We knew each other for almost 5 years now..
Long time huh??
Well..still sticking together

I'm planning to marry him..
And I'm damn serious..
So do him.
Pray for us okay??

For my lalinx:
Sorry lalinx coz I can't be with u..
Sorry for not being able to spend time with u..
Since I went to KMPP and now at Kuching
We hardly spend time together
But still.. U wait for me
Thankx

P/s : comey x kitowang?? hahakz.. he's the one for me.. I accept my fate.

KDrama VS MDrama

Hey guys :)
Actually there are some people who asked me
'ape yg best sgt nan cite korea kau tuh??'
'mcm xde cte melayu dah nk tgk'
Haa..there are some people like this.
Nk je aku ckp
'ske ati aku lah,kau cbuk sgt pasal ape?'
But not nice la plak kan..

Even my dad said to me
'g la hidup kat korea tu asyik korea korea korea'

What is wrong with you people???
I do watch malay movie..sometimes..hehe

I watched Kdrama since quite a long time ago
My first drama?
Winter Sonata..kat TV3.I still remember it.
That was the beginning of my obsession of Korean.
My first KPop band?
DBSK/TVXQ/TOHOSHINKI
Since it was a long time ago
it become a habit for me
I can't not watching it even for a day (ouh..that serious)

What do i like about Kdrama?

For me.. I think it have emotions where Malay drama doesn't.
But not all Malay drama like that!
I do watch Nur Kasih and seangkatan dengannya lah
Sorry to say but for me Malay drama is very lame (some of it)
the same idea
( gaduh pasal harta..betray sane sini.. berebut syarikat.. )
Come on!
Usually the story are all like that
( I said usually not all ok.. )
And penghayatan watak??
I give 3 out of 5.
Usually the beginning, perfect! but when it comes to the interval..
mengarut.
( segelintir ok..not all )

Kalau nk diikutkan..
KDrama have same ideas too
( love triangle )
I love you but you love him and he loves you back.
Sort of.
But what makes it interesting is the way they make up the story
I can cry watch KDrama but it doesn't happen with malay drama
( some only not all )
Sad is not all about crying
Without crying can also be sad
sad is an emotion which i don't think people realize that

And I can see that even in drama..they are serious
Just look at their ost
how much song only for a drama??
Only through a drama, the song can be popular
And the character are so much alive
They are not acting
They become the character itself
That's the key point

But still.. Can't wait for Nur Kasih the Movie..
Don't miss it guys :)

Instead of I'm sorry :)

For the past year.. I'm always been sorry towards you.
Therefore, instead of 'sorry', I would like to thank you now.

so,
THANK YOU

Thank you
For let me know you even for a while

Thank you
For approaching me first for whatever intention you have in
your mind

Thank you
For treating me nicely that I almost misunderstood

Thank you
For asking me to be with you when you are having bad time

Thank you
For asking me to trust you when the world doesn't

Thank you
For asking me to be your bestest friend in the world

Thank you
For all the lies you make without feeling guilty at all

Thank you
For giving me chance to explain to your girlfriend when
she's misunderstood about us

Thank you
For ignoring my feeling when I have to do such cheap things
for you

Thank you
For betraying my trust and not feeling sorry at all

Thank you
For abandoning me once you were done with me

Thank you
For make me realize how much incompatible I am to be with
you

Thank you
For telling me how a bad and disgusting person I am in
your eyes

Thank you
For not being able to be with me when I needed you the
most

Thank you
For not trusting me when the world doesn't

Thank you
For making it harder for me

Thank you
For being such a jerk

I'm such that thankful to you.. :)
Because that way.. you makes me not feeling even sorry
anymore.

ARE YOU THAT DIFFERENT??

Ok.. biasanya entry ak sume dlm omputeh tp kali ni ak nak gune bm plak kot senang lagi na kutok kan!
Neon! Norang narang, neomu talla??
(hah! kuar dah sleng korea ak..=.=" nth btol ntah idak )

Hey *****!
Memang! memang ak FREE HAIR
SO WHAT?!
Ak susahkan hidup kau ke?

Oh.. kalo ko susah hati sgt tgk ak
MAAF lah!
Berambos ah! ade aku pedulik?

Ko x nmpak ke ak blaja pakai tudung??
Slow slow la..
Ape kau ingat aku robot?!
Nak tuka sume skali dlm mse satu ari?
Ceh. G mati la
Ade aku kesah??

Ok FINE.
Ak x acam ko enn,
sopan + baik + tudung litup
kononnye ciri ciri wanita ape? solehah?!
Burph.. kau na tipu sape?

Wei!
Emang.. ko pakay tdung..
Jadi APE KEJADAHNYE DADA kau yg leper 2 TERJOJOL kuar cm uh?!

Ok..
Kau tutup aurat RAMBOT KAW?
ALHAMDULILLAH..

SO WHAT THE FISH LA ???
dgn bju kaw yg sendat nak mampos sampai taley nafas ak tgk uh
+
pendek gler bley nmpak kulit kaw yg x brape nk putih uh
+
Suar jeans kaw yg ketat bapak bley nmpak line undies kaw
ape?kaw igt peha kaw tade isi??
!!!

APe?
Kaw seratos kali ag baik dari aku?
MIMPI LA wei!

Pakai tudong, TAPI
jln ngan balak kepit kepit
Gesel la nasi lemak kaw yg 10 sen tu konon syok sgt nk bg balak kaw ase enn?
Asal kaw ta bkak je tros kasi die tengok LIFE punye kan?

Kuraesso?
(kuar agik hanggul ak)

Kau ngan ak beza sgt ke?
HUH?!

AK free hair mmg..
tp bju ak ade ketat nk mampos cm kaw?
ak jln ade gesel gesel cam anak kucing lapar kat laki len?
ade? ade ke??

ARAYO! Aro! Arasseo!!

Ak x baik
Ak x sempurna cm owg len
Tapi itu la gunenye blaja
Kalo kaum2 cam kaw ni yg suke rendahkan owang lain especially owang cam ak ni
honest ckp la beb, ak x HINGIN nk berubah

Kaw 2 tade bezanye pown nan aku
Jgn igt kaw tutup rambot kaw
so everything is good
Kau igt ape?
Rambot je nk kene jge?
Ramas ramas
I sentuh u u sentuh I
sume tu
xyah jge?

Kau pk la dlu sblom na caci maki ak
Kite sume ta sempurna weh!
Jgn ckp owg je lebey

GET LOST BITCH!
(amek kaw.. ni mknenye da smpai boiling point da aku ni)

p/s: sowie are guys.. ter'emo' sket pg2 yg indah ni
Semoga pagi anda semua ditemani suria yerk
dan embun embun yang sejuk membasahi bumi
(apa kejadahnye la aku nak merepek kat cni plak
bek aku g tdo ag bagos)