NEW SEMESTER NEW SPIRITS

Hi Hey Hello :)

It's been quite some time since I left this blog untouched..
ngee~
I've been very busy with the orientation schedule..
I don't even have time to eat..huhu~

I've been allocated to my new block and practicum..
So, practically I have new roomates and new classmates.
This year, I choosed to keep on going with my last year modul,
which is modul 1 where the core subject is ;
Mathematics, chemistry, biology and physics.

Some people may say I'm crazy as I'm not good enough in
physic actually but I dare to take both Bio & Physic
I only get B+ for my Physic last sem..
But I don't care..
I'm here to learn
That's the purpose of learning, right?
Trying harder and harder is what I want to do now.
If I don't challenge myself then who will?

All this while I keep think and thinking
And I came up with this decision.
I might regret it, but again..It's my choice.

LCCT

Hey, hi , :)

Hampir 2 bulan aku x hirup udara semenanjung neh..ahahaha..
Sampai sudah aku di LCCT..
One hour more to go before my bus to epoh departing..hehehehe..
*dan lagi uh nak update blog
~maklumlah nt da blek KMPP x ley la nak update bagai ni haaahh~

Kat cni byk lalat la
TEnSIoNNNN akuwww
Tadi kat tempat mkn ade la sorang mamat dari Iraq ni haahh..
Die nak amek tray letak mknn
Aku pown na amek gak..
Sekali 2 tray yang aku amek tu ade cam pecah sket kan
mamat Iraq tu cakap kat aku
"You cannot take this one..It's broken.Take another one(2x)"
Oheee..thank you la sbb gtaw yerk~
Ekcelli la kan aku x la kesah sgt sal tray tu bkn aku nk mkn dlm tu pown
Tapi itu menunjukkan keprihatinan die terhadap keadaan sekeliling die
So again,
Thanks pakcik yerk~

Tadi dlm flight plak yang duk kat sebelah aku
die keje Doktor gituwww
Specialist kat KL
Dulu die study kat UNIMAS
*die siap tunjuk student id kat aku...ceeh..
Die adela kasi semangat sket kat aku
sebab aku pon nk masuk UNIMAS gak..kalo ade rezeki la
Die adela cte sket2 pasal UNIMAs ni cmne kan..
So aku tawla sket2..
Die wish aku gudluck next year
Suh aku blaja elok2..
Oheee...thanx yaww..
X sangka kebetulan doktor duk sbelah aku
*bangga kejap hohoho

okie dokie lawh
I chioww luw..

p/s: tonight I'll be damn busy coz mugkin sampei epo kuy 9mlm (lebey kurang la..) and pastu na kemas brg g penang lak esok..heeee...

I'm coming home~

I'm coming home, I'm coming home~
Tell the world I'm coming home~
CHEEWAAH..hehe

Okeh.
Pejam celik pejam celik rupenye da hampir 2 bulan
aku bermastautin kat bumi kenyalang ni haah...
So, it's time for me to go lah..
Haa..go where ek??
I'm coming to my mom's home la..
Mak aku ni haah da xcited gle konon ak nk blek uma die laa~

23.05.2011
Tarikh keramat uh..
Ak akan berangkat ke Penang yeahh..
Menyambung pengajian ak yang belum tamat
*ecece..asal skema sgt ni?
KMPP..I'm coming to youuuuu..

So nk dijadikan citer lah..
since arini ari last aku kat cni
*eleh..cam x ley dtg lg aku ni..heh
Daddy aku pon wat ayat sedey la konon ank die da nk blek
"Nanti bila kmu da xde nanti..sape la nk jaga daddy ni.
Ble kamu ade terjaga la sket daddy ni"
Alolo daddy~
Walhal 7taon ni die duk sorang xsape jge ak tgk elok je..hee

Cian kat daddy..
Nt ak da xde, sunyi la daddy aku ni haaa..
Die siap beli PS2 lagi nak men kononnye nt aku xde die sunyi..
Haa..suke daddy lah yerk.
Men la puas2..
Die siap pesan ag kat aku:
"Nt cuti sem blek sini taw.Daddy belikan tiket eh.."

Ok la daddy
Whatever you said lorh~
Aku belk mane2 pon aku xkesaaahhh
Janji! Ditanggung bereh ye kos pergi dan balek..haha

Esok nk nek flight
So arini pown aku kemas la barang2 yang ane patot
*kargo tu 20kg jer..aku ase da lbey 20kg da brg aku 2 hah...hurm..
Pas2 petang td siap g salon ag
wawawawa
Ter'manage' la sket rambot aku yg huru hara ni haaah..
Kemas sket la mak aku tgk esok
hm~

Aku duk uma mk x lme 1mlm jerk..
Esok pg 2 tros blah penang~
hee..cukupla 2 mak..
Nk tenung ape lame2 ye dak??
haha..

Okeh.
Time to chiooowww...
Esok kene bgk tito awaiiii..hee~

p/s: nt kalo aku da menjejak bumi KMPP 2 nt..alamak bersawang lah blog aku ni x berusik..susah nk update kat sana..

..::sometimes::..

Hey :)

..tonight..I'm kind of emotional a bit..

You know..as I'm getting old and older
I tend to think quite a lot
what is right for me..
consequences of my every action..
When anything bad happen..you felt like you want to blame the whole world for it right?
If you didn't.. I did.

I grew up learning life is not some kind of tales nor some kind of drama we watch everyday
It's reality
Life is a reality
Where I'm responsible for my own life; not you nor other people
It's just..me.

And.. in this complicated little world.. all I want is just to live my life well
But as time passed by.. things didn't go the way I want it to
I'm watching a betrayal
But.. I can't say anything about it
Coward.Yes I am.
It's not that I'm afraid it will hurt other people
But
I'm afraid it will hurt me.
I like to play safe

Playing safe doesn't save me at all..actually.
It disturbs me more.
Sometimes..I wish that I'm much better than that
But..what can I do?
It just me..

So.. to you guys..
If you want to start lying..
because your fear of getting hurt
DOn'T.
If you afraid to get hurt
remember
the person you lied to..hurts more.

Same goes with love
If you love someone
say it.
The love may come ; and might leave also
but at least..
You regret less.

"Do something that you might regret than regretting not doing it at all"

If you've done something wrong
then get back on track
and say you're sorry
so that you can forgive and forgets..
don't live blaming yourself
till the end.

If you're angry
then scream it out
so you can let it go
and move on with a big smile on your face

If you are gritting your teeth and holding your tears
then burst it out
so that you can wash away
the sadness you feel and move on with a better view on life.

" There's always sunshine behind the rain "

Jump like you can touch the skies
and live your life the fullest

Because as I said earlier ;

we are the one responsible for our own lives.

??

Tick tock tick tock
The clock is ticking
Time is running out
For me in choosing

Left or right?
Everything is not right
You or you
Or neither you

Dup dap dup dap
My heart is pumping
Faster and faster
The ribs can't stand any longer

I'm standing in between
Failed in choosing
What went wrong or what even right
Blurring at my sight

Confuse in action
Drowning in passion
Either or, neither nor
The heart doesn't know.

WHO COMES FIRST?

Hey readers :)

Recently, I've been hanging around wif my daddy a lot
We went shopping, eating, watching movies..
enjoying life together..and
Stuffs that we haven't for years.

That's when I realize this.

My dad;
Instead of buying himself new jacket that only cost 100++
He bought me a handbag cost 200++

Instead of searching a new shirt for him
He search new blouses for me

Instead of watching movies that he like
He preferred movies that I like

My dad.. He put me first.
Whatever he does..
He let me comes first..
That day, when I ask him why you didn't buy the jacket and bought me this bag instead?
He answered :
I got a lot of jacket back home..
And he said..
my daughter must look pretty with this bag

Thanks dad.. :)

Think about it..

Whenever you go out with your parents:

When buying clothes;

Your mom will pick for you first before she pick hers

When going eat;

They will bring you to the place you want to eat instead of what they want to eat

When we were little kid..
They put us to sleep before they went to sleep

They always put us, children first.

But then..

How many times that have we put them first?
Have we ever think about it?

The question is;
Who comes first when we open our eyes?
Who is the first person we want to give present to, for our first salary?
Who comes first when we went to the mall looking for new blouses and shirts?
Who comes first when we sits in front of variety of meals?

Just..close your eyes for a while..
Who do you see first?

FAST 5

I watched this last week at the spring
We planned to watch thor actually but we arrived a bit late
So.. we decided to watch Fast 5 instead
I watched this fast & furious since the first one
I am a big fan for this f&f..
But among all of f & f sequel?
this one is the best!
Gempak bebbbb!!

It gathers all of f & f actors since the first one
I think it is a great idea
Looks like it is the last one
Have you guys watched it yet?
If you didn't
Rugi ooooooooooo
Seriously

For this movie
I give 10 points out of 10!
FAST FIVE IS THE BEST!!

WHAT?!NO PIPEs??!

Hey readers :)

Last week I went to the SPRING for the first time
wif my daddy..ngehngeh~
We went shopping and watched movies also..hekhek

I drank to much water I guess that as soon as we arrived
I went to go to the toilet
As I said earlier
It was my first time
So I didn't know much..

Luckily!
I looked around first before
I done my job
And!
Something was missing
Know what?
It doesn't have pipes
WHAT t.h??!

I need to wipe it with tissues instead of cleaning it with water
hm..
Don't even think about it..
I almost cried..

p/s : yesterday I went to the boulevard..
And you know what?
No pipes also!!
O.M.jayyyyyyyy
Luckily I brought baby wipes with me..ahakz.

UPDATED

I've been away for a week
I missed my blog and FB so damn muchhh~
There's a lot to be update~huhu
There's a lot of new post on the blogs I follow
(I actually read it one by one you know~I'm not just following)
I can see everyone posted about their mom
(since its mother's day LOL)
It's just me who didn't do sooo
(As I went away for a week..hee)
I just arrived last night at my daddy's house
So tired~
=.="
Anyway..I'll take time to read all the post updated by you guys
chiowwwww

GOODBYE :)

Tell myself to not crossed the border
I was reminded over and over
Tell myself to get it over
As you only loves her.

My time is almost up
And it seems like I can't keep up
The best thing is to just give up
So that other problems won't rise up

You smiled as I walked away
It would be better this way
Felling empty as I turned away
As my heart already been given away

In front of me now he stand
I don't plan to run again
Strongly I grabbed the hand
The one for me God has sent

Nothing more I wished
Nothing more to be greed

Loving you makes me know
How precious the one we love for
To make you happy is all I wishes for
Goodbye my love forever more..

~PENING~

Adoyai..pg pg lg da pening ni hah............=.="
Bkn pasal ape
Cam biasa lah........
Pg pg pk na msk pe utk daddy ak satg die balek..
hm..
Biaselah ank dara duk bwh ketiak mk die je selama ni
Mk die je yg msk
X pena pena nk tnye cmne msk 2 cmne msk ni kannnnn...
Pastu ble duk ngan daddy die yg bz sgt2 ni haaaa...
Kenala msk sndiri kalo mau mkn
Huhux~

Try surf internet nk cri resepi
Lg sedey T.T
Ak nk msk simple2 je bkn nk gempak2
Nk mkn bg perot ni kenyang haa sudahlah

Resepi pertama ak jumpe
'Daging masak itam'
Mcm sedap je bunyi nyerk..skali tgk..
Hurm.........
ade bhn die ak x kenal pown
( HARU SUNGGUH )
N mcm2 daging la aku jumpe kan
( since daging je yunk ade dlm peti ais daddy ak tuh )
Bhn2 lak xde
Daddy daddy... Bhn segera die lg byk dari bhn mentah die
KICAP MANIS POWN XDER???
Sedey tol la ak...
Cmni la owg idup bujang...
Adoyai..pening kepala otak aku

Arini chef x bertauliah ni nk cube msk daging masak merah
HAHA
tp since pewarna merah antara bhnnye itu xde kat uma daddy ak ni
Daging 2 xjd warna merah la kan??
Abeh 2 kene tuka name la ni...
Daging masak coklat.
haha
Mengarut suda~

p/s : moga moga jadik la daging aku neh~lgpon ni mknn faveret my lalinx, awwww ^_^

My Lalinx :)

Hey Guys

This short entry special for my Lalinx
Hihik



Ni la my lalinx
Mr. Ijat Like Art

He's the one who dodoi dodoi me when I can't sleep
He's the one who Listen to my Bebel bebel
He's the one who makes my heart tingles
And he also makes me go Crazy sometimesssss
He makes My heart burning a lot!! Ergh
( but still.. I sayang u )
huhux~

We knew each other for almost 5 years now..
Long time huh??
Well..still sticking together

I'm planning to marry him..
And I'm damn serious..
So do him.
Pray for us okay??

For my lalinx:
Sorry lalinx coz I can't be with u..
Sorry for not being able to spend time with u..
Since I went to KMPP and now at Kuching
We hardly spend time together
But still.. U wait for me
Thankx

P/s : comey x kitowang?? hahakz.. he's the one for me.. I accept my fate.

KDrama VS MDrama

Hey guys :)
Actually there are some people who asked me
'ape yg best sgt nan cite korea kau tuh??'
'mcm xde cte melayu dah nk tgk'
Haa..there are some people like this.
Nk je aku ckp
'ske ati aku lah,kau cbuk sgt pasal ape?'
But not nice la plak kan..

Even my dad said to me
'g la hidup kat korea tu asyik korea korea korea'

What is wrong with you people???
I do watch malay movie..sometimes..hehe

I watched Kdrama since quite a long time ago
My first drama?
Winter Sonata..kat TV3.I still remember it.
That was the beginning of my obsession of Korean.
My first KPop band?
DBSK/TVXQ/TOHOSHINKI
Since it was a long time ago
it become a habit for me
I can't not watching it even for a day (ouh..that serious)

What do i like about Kdrama?

For me.. I think it have emotions where Malay drama doesn't.
But not all Malay drama like that!
I do watch Nur Kasih and seangkatan dengannya lah
Sorry to say but for me Malay drama is very lame (some of it)
the same idea
( gaduh pasal harta..betray sane sini.. berebut syarikat.. )
Come on!
Usually the story are all like that
( I said usually not all ok.. )
And penghayatan watak??
I give 3 out of 5.
Usually the beginning, perfect! but when it comes to the interval..
mengarut.
( segelintir ok..not all )

Kalau nk diikutkan..
KDrama have same ideas too
( love triangle )
I love you but you love him and he loves you back.
Sort of.
But what makes it interesting is the way they make up the story
I can cry watch KDrama but it doesn't happen with malay drama
( some only not all )
Sad is not all about crying
Without crying can also be sad
sad is an emotion which i don't think people realize that

And I can see that even in drama..they are serious
Just look at their ost
how much song only for a drama??
Only through a drama, the song can be popular
And the character are so much alive
They are not acting
They become the character itself
That's the key point

But still.. Can't wait for Nur Kasih the Movie..
Don't miss it guys :)

Instead of I'm sorry :)

For the past year.. I'm always been sorry towards you.
Therefore, instead of 'sorry', I would like to thank you now.

so,
THANK YOU

Thank you
For let me know you even for a while

Thank you
For approaching me first for whatever intention you have in
your mind

Thank you
For treating me nicely that I almost misunderstood

Thank you
For asking me to be with you when you are having bad time

Thank you
For asking me to trust you when the world doesn't

Thank you
For asking me to be your bestest friend in the world

Thank you
For all the lies you make without feeling guilty at all

Thank you
For giving me chance to explain to your girlfriend when
she's misunderstood about us

Thank you
For ignoring my feeling when I have to do such cheap things
for you

Thank you
For betraying my trust and not feeling sorry at all

Thank you
For abandoning me once you were done with me

Thank you
For make me realize how much incompatible I am to be with
you

Thank you
For telling me how a bad and disgusting person I am in
your eyes

Thank you
For not being able to be with me when I needed you the
most

Thank you
For not trusting me when the world doesn't

Thank you
For making it harder for me

Thank you
For being such a jerk

I'm such that thankful to you.. :)
Because that way.. you makes me not feeling even sorry
anymore.

ARE YOU THAT DIFFERENT??

Ok.. biasanya entry ak sume dlm omputeh tp kali ni ak nak gune bm plak kot senang lagi na kutok kan!
Neon! Norang narang, neomu talla??
(hah! kuar dah sleng korea ak..=.=" nth btol ntah idak )

Hey *****!
Memang! memang ak FREE HAIR
SO WHAT?!
Ak susahkan hidup kau ke?

Oh.. kalo ko susah hati sgt tgk ak
MAAF lah!
Berambos ah! ade aku pedulik?

Ko x nmpak ke ak blaja pakai tudung??
Slow slow la..
Ape kau ingat aku robot?!
Nak tuka sume skali dlm mse satu ari?
Ceh. G mati la
Ade aku kesah??

Ok FINE.
Ak x acam ko enn,
sopan + baik + tudung litup
kononnye ciri ciri wanita ape? solehah?!
Burph.. kau na tipu sape?

Wei!
Emang.. ko pakay tdung..
Jadi APE KEJADAHNYE DADA kau yg leper 2 TERJOJOL kuar cm uh?!

Ok..
Kau tutup aurat RAMBOT KAW?
ALHAMDULILLAH..

SO WHAT THE FISH LA ???
dgn bju kaw yg sendat nak mampos sampai taley nafas ak tgk uh
+
pendek gler bley nmpak kulit kaw yg x brape nk putih uh
+
Suar jeans kaw yg ketat bapak bley nmpak line undies kaw
ape?kaw igt peha kaw tade isi??
!!!

APe?
Kaw seratos kali ag baik dari aku?
MIMPI LA wei!

Pakai tudong, TAPI
jln ngan balak kepit kepit
Gesel la nasi lemak kaw yg 10 sen tu konon syok sgt nk bg balak kaw ase enn?
Asal kaw ta bkak je tros kasi die tengok LIFE punye kan?

Kuraesso?
(kuar agik hanggul ak)

Kau ngan ak beza sgt ke?
HUH?!

AK free hair mmg..
tp bju ak ade ketat nk mampos cm kaw?
ak jln ade gesel gesel cam anak kucing lapar kat laki len?
ade? ade ke??

ARAYO! Aro! Arasseo!!

Ak x baik
Ak x sempurna cm owg len
Tapi itu la gunenye blaja
Kalo kaum2 cam kaw ni yg suke rendahkan owang lain especially owang cam ak ni
honest ckp la beb, ak x HINGIN nk berubah

Kaw 2 tade bezanye pown nan aku
Jgn igt kaw tutup rambot kaw
so everything is good
Kau igt ape?
Rambot je nk kene jge?
Ramas ramas
I sentuh u u sentuh I
sume tu
xyah jge?

Kau pk la dlu sblom na caci maki ak
Kite sume ta sempurna weh!
Jgn ckp owg je lebey

GET LOST BITCH!
(amek kaw.. ni mknenye da smpai boiling point da aku ni)

p/s: sowie are guys.. ter'emo' sket pg2 yg indah ni
Semoga pagi anda semua ditemani suria yerk
dan embun embun yang sejuk membasahi bumi
(apa kejadahnye la aku nak merepek kat cni plak
bek aku g tdo ag bagos)

ON STAGE? OH NO!

Okay guys, for this entry
I would love to talk about "how to control the stage"

Stage fright..
Mostly that will happen when we were told to presenting
(in whatever) in front of huge crowd..
Am I right?

So
How to make the stage is yours?
There are few strategies..

First:

Be prepared!

Exactly, why do stage fright even happen?
That's because you afraid that something will go wrong
once you are upstage
The best way to control it?
Be fully prepared before the presentation
Mentally and physically
Make sure everything are in a good condition
Or not, you can't give your best shot!
* double check!
and it best if you try to practice
in front of the mirror
that way, you can see directly how your expression look like

2nd:

Plan your strategies

You must have strategies
What are you going to do once you walk up on stage?
From the starting point until..
the end of your presentation
Plan! Plan! Plan!
* When you are planning,
PLEASE! jot it down or your mind will change every time you ARE PLANNING

3rd:

Understand

What is the purpose of presenting?
To make people know what are you presenting through your presentation..
* for example,
singers make people understand their feelings through the song
and e.t.c
Therefore!
Before you make people understand,
Understand it first!
You have to really really know what are you presenting
How can people take your presentation to the heart if you
yourself don't take it to your heart yourself first?
Don't just memorize your text
You'll look like you are just reading
Understand and memorize!
Then, you'll have a heart to heart conversation
(with your audience of course)

4th:

Visualization strategies

When you are presenting
Visualize yourself in front of your laughing friend
(even though they are not actually your friend and not laughing at all)
Visualize the happiest moment you had so that your heart will be at ease for a bit
Visualize that the audience know nothing
nothing at all about your content of presentation
* if you keep thinking that people are judging your presentation
don't! you'll get more nervous that way

5th:

In Case

In case that you body are trembling on the stage
Try move your body around a little
In case your voice are shaking while presenting
(and you will tend to talk faster than normal)
Try to talk slowly and remember to smile
Relax your face muscle

And..good luck!

P/s : if any of you don't agree of this way just ignore this piece of crap.
Be happy. ^_^

I CANT

Just hearing about you
My heart stirred
My curiosity
Turned into disappointment each time

I ran away now hearing your name
Not because of hatred
Just I'm not brave enough
To deal with those pain anymore

I can't stop crying
Means I'm not over you yet
I'm not moving on
means I'm still loving you
I want to say that my days passed by
Without memories of you
but.. I can't

I sit at the table where we used to laugh
I walk the road where we used to walk together
The memories of us
Sculpted in my heart

I told myself to not do it anymore
I'm not strong enough
To deal with pain you left me with

I can't stop crying
Means I'm not over you yet
I'm not moving on
means I'm still loving you
I want to say that my days passed by
Without memories of you
but.. I can't

I can't forget you still
I love you still
Time heals everything
I used to believe in that
but it's not working for me

I can't stop crying
Means I'm not over you yet
I'm not moving on
means I'm still loving you
I want to say that my days passed by
Without memories of you
but.. I can't

Self Cam

Self cam myself~

C gedikz~




igt cun la 2??! haha




hm..



xde keje..haha

P/s: ni sume effect after mkn nasi ayam penyet kat SATOK
..wawawa..ni la keje owg yg tade keje
..tersangat bowink ^_^

IS IT RIGHT?IS IT WRONG?

In this entry, I'm going to talk about
"How to know if you are wrong"..
Okay, here's the deal. You did something, but you are
not sure whether it is the right thing to do. You argue
whether you did it right or if you are wrong. Simple! Just
ask your heart, Your heart knows best.

If you are wrong?

First :

You heart will be in unease. You felt guilty. Even if your
mind denied it, your heart's not. After you did "that
something", you felt something is wrong and your heart
was not in peace.Think about it, if you have done well,
Why your heart was in unease situation.. hurm?

Second :

You kept thinking of "that something" after you've did it.
You started to ask yourself whether you've done it right.
Whatever you do, "that something" will always appear on
your mind. Over and over again you will ask yourself "did I
do it right?"..then, something is wrong there,my dear~

Third :

Whatever issue-related-'that something' you will try to avoid
it. Whatever question involving issue-related-'that something'
you will be hesitated to answer it. You were not proud at all
that you did "that something". It almost seem like you were
hiding the fact that you did "that something". Why should
you if you did it right?? Logically.

So? do you have those sign above after did something? If
you do, then YOU ARE in a big trouble honey..
If you did something wrong with other person,
then you should apologize.
If you did something wrong with other machine,
then you should repair it back.
If you did something wrong with this earth,
then you should stop.
Before it is too late.

Afterall, your heart knows best..

p/s: if you guys do not agree with me, then just ignore this
piece of crap. Do you see the "x" sign above? click it and
be happy. ^_^

Pertandingan tulis lirik kat ERA

Okay, just short entry.. This morning, when I listen to ERA,
I get to know that a lyric writing competition is on.
For the AF finalist.
Just want to try my luck since I love writing and no harm in that right?
Anyone else want to join?
Just go to http://www.era.fm/Utama/Khas/Peraduan-Cipta-Lirik-AF9 .
Listen to the melody and write your lyrics!
Gudluck! ^_^

YOU WONT UNDERSTAND

You don't know me
You don't know anything about me
When you started to love someone truly
You'll understand me

I can't be the one
We are not for each other
When you started to love someone truly
You'll understand why

For the first time
I fell in love
And I want to keep the love I had for you
You won't understand my heart

Even how much I want to lean on you
Even how much hard it was for me
Even how much I waited for you
Even how much my heart is yearning for you
You won't know
And you wont understand
And I keep on waiting

For the first time
Loving you changes many things
Even it didn't seem so
I wish you are my last
The one I want to keep my love for
The one I'll be waiting for
The one..I wish to be with
I hopes it's you

Even how much I want to lean on you
Even how much hard it was for me
Even how much I waited for you
Even how much my heart is yearning for you
You won't know
And you wont understand
And I keep on protecting my love

I love you
I screamed in my heart
I'll keep my love
Even though you're not with me
And love someone else
My love will still here
And you won't understand

NOT THE ONE FOR ME

There's a voice that whispers in my ears
It's the one that i tried to rid over and over again
there's a smile that appears in my mind
It's the one that i tried to rid over and over again

So i close my eyes and cry
then I heard the song of love for you only you
I sang love for only you
i know that you're not the one for me

Said to me you're not the one to be
Of my love fantasy that lying and lying over again
Where the reality lies in front of me
So real that I tried to run away from it over and over again

So i close my eyes and cry
then I heard the song of love for you only you
I sang love for only you
i know that you're not the one for me

I gave you my love, I gave you my life
But still you're not the one
The words on top of my tongues
I can't seem to scream it away

A LITTLE BIT OF INTRODUCTION.

Ok
This is me
I'm SYE
Erm..
I'm a student,still
I'm a KPOP fan
(not that fanatic one..=.=")
I love Purple
(which u can see troughout this blog..^_^)
I love write poem and draw things
I love comics from gempak starz especially..
I like butterflies
As they amazed me..